Trust Your Gut

Fearless Friday

Today I went to the dentist. I've been dealing with a recurring issue, and was supposed to have a minor procedure done.

But when I got there, things were thrown up in the air. The doctor suddenly told me he wanted to perform an invasive surgery instead. And that he strongly recommended it. And that he wanted to know my decision so they could get started right away.

I immediately felt nauseous and apprehensive and scared. I didn't know what to do. It was all happening so fast. I had driven for hours, I wanted to fix the issue, and what he was saying made logical sense. I was feeling pressure to say 'yes'. But that tiny wild voice inside of me knew something was off.

I asked for some time to think about it, and stepped outside to call my friend @schoolinhomestyle. We explored the situation, and she helped me find what my instincts were really saying. Instead of staying alone in my fear and buckling to a quick decision, I brought in connection. And wouldn't you know it, the clarity came.

I went back in and told them I wouldn't be doing the surgery. And that the other procedure I came to do was actually no longer feeling right. There were shocked expressions and confused questions. But the assistant quickly got it and said "You've got to follow your gut." I smiled and said "Exactly." I've learned that listening to that gut feeling is the most courageous thing that I can do.

I walked outside and instantly knew that I had made the right choice. I felt empowered and strong. And then suddenly, I remembered what shirt I had chosen to wear this morning: 'Female Superhero'! How fitting;).